Attraction, Lust, Infatuation.

When you feel so tired,
Yet you can't sleep,
You put on music,
But you know that is not what you need.

You keep thinking,
Does he feel the same?
Are you wasting your time?
You mention his name.

Rolling on your bed,
Fantasising on things he said in your head,
Meditating on words shared.
Beating yourself on things you've heard.

He doesn't know what's happening to you,
You put on a fake smile and try to be true,
He is not inside of you,
He doesn't know what you're going through.

Yet you get home and lock yourself up,
You get inside your room and cry the hell up,
Yet he still doesn't know
The last words he told you, was no.

All you wanted was to be pampered
But his last word were all hammered.
As a teenager, this is your first time,
You're as lonely as a dime.

Everyday, the same thing happens,
You just sleep and hope the situation lightens,
Every morning you believe your days will brighten
You try to stay positive all of a sudden.

You were never this brave
Always drowned in fear like a slave
But you stood up to him,
However he made your light dim.

You were always pessimistic,
It's time to be optimistic,
You've suffered enough,
He has wasted too much of your time.

We are all humans,
Certain things we feel are all reflex,
We can't control or handle them
It's up to you to not to make things complex.

Hope for the better.

You're going though a lot,
But just give it a thought,
This isn't going to last,
Give yourself a chance and forget the past.

I know it's not easy,
But just keep yourself busy.
Give it time,
But don't commit a crime.

Just keep in mind,
You're in my head like a pool of water,
Don't act blind,
It just makes everything sadder.

Give me your hand,
Lets sit in the sand,
But promise me,
You're going to let everything be.

Giving up is death,
Lets make use of our birth.
And get through this race,
Making our lifes a better place.

I'm here for you,
I'm going to prove that, when the time is due.
You have my shoulder,
Just be a little bolder.


'Giving up is death'

Obrigada.

You've done a lot for me,
Things I never thought it'll be,
But, I'm happy,
No need to feel crappy!

What can I say my friend?
You opened the closed window,
I never thought it'll ever be opened,
But you did the impossible!

Sitting there waiting,
Being around all day wailing,
It's now over,
I don't have to sober!

I found the most amazing person,
Yana, I couldn't have been more happier,
You turned my hell to paradise,
Which was the best surprise.

It's sad we'll have to fall apart,
But our life isn't yet over,
And yes, as you said,
It's just a little break.

Sweet sixteen is over.

Well the time has come,
I finally grew old,
One more year to be bold
That is what I have to become.

Being on this earth,
Since 17 years of birth,
It hasn't been easy,
But whoever said it had to be?

Being alive is the best gift,
Despite all these lifts,
Ups and downs,
Yet I'm still standing!

Life isn't a movie,
But consisted of one,
Just keep calm,
One step at a time.

Our Friendship.

We’ve been friends for so long,

I‘m not talking about years,

I’m not talking about months,

Not even minutes, nor hours.

But at heart.

Every conversation with you,

Makes my world turn around.

I couldn’t be more grateful in life.

Just having you by my side.

Was it destiny?

I don’t know but I’m happy

We’ve been through a lot

There’ve been lots of fights.

Oh, you can mention it.

But we’re still here,

Even stronger than ever

I committed some mistakes,

Yet, you gave me a second chance.

Are you an angel that fell from the sky?

All I can do is lift my head up high.

I can sit down here and write all day,

Just waiting for our time to come.

No one actually holds the future,

All I can do is hope for a better one.

Oh my friend…..

Every joy you said to me,

Made me happy you can’t imagine how.

Words cannot explain what I have to say,

Once again, Let's sit back till our day.

I’m going to be way happier than now.

Just one second sitting with you face to face,

Will make me win the race.

Is being anxious going to make anything change?

If so, then let me be!

No need for any promises.

It doesn’t matter to me anymore.

I’ll just wait and see.

Trusting you isn’t a problem

I know you know that

Oh my friend…..

You don’t know how perfect you are

It’s so sad how you think low of yourself.

But don’t worry,

I’m here to make you aware of it,

Just calm down a bit.

Life is boring.

Oh yeah, I said it again!
Milady is in pain,
What exactly does does she gain?
Nothing, just like Cain.

Don't act tough,
Life is rough,
It gets so dim in my mentality,
But we need to face the reality.

As much as we strive,
We never get a good drive,
Don't tell me to cross the river!
While you can see me shiver.

It was never  meant to be easy
So, lets just keep being busy,
Hoping for a happy ending
Then again, it gets boring.

Serenity.

Oh, how nice it feels,
The feeling of being at peace,
The feeling of being at ease,
Warm fresh air,
Passing through my hair,
What else can I ask for?
Nothing, I can think of !
We all need one of these days
Let's clear our mind, just for today,
One day out of people.
Shouldn't cost that much,
Clear your thoughts,
There's been lots of foughts,
Calm down,
Things are bound to happen,
It's left to us to be strong,
Don't get me wrong,
We've been crying for too long,
It's time to be where we belong,
SMILE
It doesn't cost anything.